Saturday

I am amazed at how much music can turn your mood around. Tonight I've been very restless. It was awful. Nothing sounded good, but I was desperate to do something. I finally decided to put a cd on. It immediately lifted the restlessness. I've felt great the rest of the night.

I'm having issues with atrophy. For so long I've felt like I was wasting away. I'm not sure if it's the state or if it's the city I live in. Perhaps I'm just silly and had a year long pity-party. It's possible. I seemed to be depressed for a little while. I blame it on homesickness and resentfulness.